Saturday, September 28, 2013

365 days of 40 #56

Day 2 of my power 90 quest and I've already had a number of break throughs in areas that I wasn't expecting,  but it's helping me see things a little bit clearer.  It helped that I was enjoying the day with my family and it just allowed me to be and I was100% present most of the day.  My brain was just running it's operations in the back ground. 

Even though I know the value of being positive and passionate about life, the last several years have been over whelming with everything from divorce, illness, job loss, cross country moves and lost friendships. 

I allowed myself to forget who I really am: a slightly goofy, rather neurotic science fiction geek who loves cheesy Sci Fi TV shows and spectacular explosions in classic films such as Die Hard, great spy novels, Tom Clancy and Robert Ludlum come to mind.  I love road trips and romance. 

I'm also a writer.  As I've been getting back in the habit of writing again, every day, the words are coming back easier and easier.   Pretty soon the trickle that's coming now is going to be a rampaging river of words and characters and scenes and stories that won't be able to be held back.

I'm really excited to see what the next 89 days hold.  I'm looking forward to seeing the real me after all this time.

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