What a day!!!
In the past, part of my problem was that I was a perfectionist and allowed myself to get hung up on things, if it wasn't done right, then what was the point. This has been especially true when it comes to making movies. I know what a professional set should be like so it's been hard for me to put that to the back of my mind and just make something. It's also been why I've struggled to figure out how to shoot Confessions. I know what it needs to be and in the back of my mind, if I couldn't pay everyone, then who would cone and work worth me. The thing is, there are people who will work for free to build their resumes and get experience. I have a good project that will be lots of fun to work on.
Today, I finally just let go of all of my pre conceived ideas of perfection and I'm just doing what needs to be done. It's all small steps, but they are all things that need to be done, so I might as well as get off my butt and make things happen. I bought the domain for my Web series and I bought business cards to pass out at Comic Con to help raise awareness of the show. I have at least one kid who is bound and determined to give my card to Nathan Fillion. It's so awesome to have someone believe in me, and herself. She wants the past of the teen girl in the show, so she wants to make it happen. A good bit of motivation.
I still have so much to do, but launching the Kickstarter on June 1 seems to be doable. While it sucks to only have a part time job, this job is letting me get so much done. I am being blessed, things will happen. I just need to have faith and confidence in me and my abilities.
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