Yesterday was very emotional. Having a sick child is no fun and dealing with their school is even less fun. Because of the cyclical vomiting syndrome that X has missed more school than he's actually been and needless to say, the school is frustrated and I can't really blame them. His missing school has caused problems for all the teachers and it's just a pain. No one is to blame in this situation, it's just a difficult position to be in. We'll get it worked out, I'm confident, it just might take a bit of effort on my part.
The hardest part for me though is seeing my handsome teenage son barely being able to get out of bed and throws up practically everything he eats. The doctor and I have been talking a lot lately. We've had to make so many changes with his medications, trying to find the right ones that will help him feel better.
With that all on my mind yesterday, things were not all that productive. Today has been a much better day. I got job applications out, worked on the Confessions website and had a job interview. The interview want quite what I had expected, the shift wasn't going to ultimately work out and I said as much to the place, and because I have some good tech skills and scored well on their customer service test, they liked me and got me an interview with another department tomorrow. We'll just have to see how it goes.
It will be nice to actually make enough money to support my family while I get the creative outlets in my life up and running. I can see a bright future in store with both career goals and with taking care of the family if I stay on track with my goals.
I am choosing to believe that everything that is happening is perfect for right now and that's a pretty good feeling.
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