Friday, April 11, 2014

365 days of 40, #249-251

Between not sleeping well because of severe allergies and being completely exhausted because I've been mentoring my first power of choice, the last few days have been rather hectic. 

Mentoring has been a good experience. I have some good students that I've enjoyed getting to know.  I'll write more about them tomorrow. Tonight, in writing about why I'm mentoring.  I'm definitely getting more out of it this time than the first time I went through.  The first time it was so overwhelming, because there was so much information.  Power 90 helped me cement those ideas into my brain and it's now a review for me.  A refresher course that has been very much needed. 

I've been letting negative thoughts over come me in spite of all of the things that I've doing to move forward.  Some negative experiences that happened when I worked on Action!!! kept coming to my brain and it is no wonder that I've had so much anxiety about shooting confessions.  I just have to keep reminding myself that I've learned from the mistakes that I made and I can make new and better mistakes.

I've been feeling paralyzed with fear, afraid to make mistakes because it would mean that I'm dumb but mistakes are a part of life.  I love my motto, because it reminds me that I'm normal.  What a concept!?! It's time to move past my fears and anxiety and accept me for me because I'm worthy of living my dream.

Here's to making my dream a reality.

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