Friday, October 4, 2013

365 days of 40 #62

I'm excited, I have a plan now, or at least how to get the plan and what I need to do to make my power 90 goal come to fruition.

I'm blown away by the opportunity I have do this program.  It's really putting into focus how I can change my life.  I only wish that I had been able to take advantage of it sooner. 

Tonight's class was about the how, which is good, because I wasn't exactly sure how I was going to make this happen. With this program I'm getting the tools I need to take my big, huge enormous goal of making a feature length film and breaking it down into bite size chunks so the task becomes manageable. 

I'm also getting the who, the people who will help me on my journey.  I have my awesome buddy and today I got a coach, someone who can help keep me on the straight and narrow.  I'm starting to see how I can make this happen whereas before it was just this nebulous distant thing I wanted to do and I had no road map to get there.

Turning 40 has been life changing in so many ways, but I can look back and see how the last several years has got me ready to get my life turned around and moving forward.  I'm working to become whole and authentic, not an "either or" but an "and". 

As I wrote that line, a line from a song in one of my favorite musicals, Into the Woods, popped into my head.  Since I'm musically disinclined, it's impossible to sing it here, but just thinking about it makes me smile.

I also know that I'm in the right path and I've chosen the right goal to tackle these next 90 days.  That's a pretty good feeling. 

I've definitely got a new Outlook on life.

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